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holy shit.

its been forever since I updated.

Uh, life is okay. Need a new job. Filed my taxes for the first time.

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Kiss'da Girl
  • Reading: Howl's Moving Castle
  • Watching: Little Mermaid
  • Drinking: Coffee
I had a dream just a bit ago that was only like an hour, where it began with my brother, myself and my store manager trying to get into my car. For some reason we got out and then we ended up at my aunts house. My aunt said something at some point that offended me. Then my cousins and brother were all gonna ride in my car and I'm like "should we do that it'll be heavy [bc of my manager even tho she wasn't in the dream anymore]" when I got to my car there were tons of old old people in it and I complained to my mom that I was gonna drive my cousins and she said something mad then we were at the bottom of the hill of my cousins driveway and that's the last of that part that I remembered. Then I ended up in this game. It was almost like a simple video game but everything was real. Basically all of us were dead and i guess the end of it meant we came back but if we didnt we passed on which wasn't like, scary but it was weird. I don't remember much of the beginning but my partner and I had reached the last "level/passage" where we were floating down a small creak(we'd been floating/involved with water the whole time) in a  house like tunnel. It was dim  and rough and had sheets on the walls. As we floated we couldn't touch the wall, only the sheets. The tunnel must have been smaller than before bc my partner had to get on the bottom of our raft as I held onto the top. We didn't make it far in before I could feel my back foot slide across the wall without cloth it took a second before I said "I touched the wall" quietly and then everything lit up and we were in an airport. Everyone there was dead/moving on or whatever. I think they were all involved in the game as well. One boy died by being swallowed by a shark equal size to him (he was probably about 10 or 11). He was fine, but an image flashed in my mind where they had the sharks mouth open (I guess IRL) and all you could see in his throat was the boy's cold, purple/white, dead head (he was swallowed backwards). It was actually a pretty sad and unpleasant thing to see. Another girl was being told that she'd been in a coma til she was like, 80 years old. I ended up in a hallway that lead to a girl I must have met in the game. She was a heavy set black girl and she was cooking and I came over and gave her a big hug and was crying that I was scared or wasn't ready or something and she said something comforting (this may have happened right after I passed on in the game bc it was a significant moment in the dream and the hall seemed separate from the airport). The last thing I remember is seeing an old guy or someone (it rly might have even been professor oak lol) that I was happy to see and then I think I woke up. Despite its nonsensical feeling I woke up frequently thinking about it and feeling personal to it.

My dreams are so frequently weird like this. People seem to have such normal dreams about their life and people and I'm like wtf brain xD
  • Mood: Stuck
  • Reading: Fellowship of the Ring
  • Watching: World's Cutest
More stuff on dat instagram.
I was gonna write stuff but I forget.
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Take me to church
  • Reading: Fellowship of the Ring
  • Watching: Pawnstars
I'm homeward bound, and sad about it I am.

It'll be a long journey home, mentally and physically.

  • Mood: Tense
  • Listening to: The Velvet Underground
  • Reading: The Hobbit///SNK
  • Watching: Arrow planez flyeeeeeeee
It's soooo nice out here. The mountains are epic. It's interesting to be surrounded by mountains rather than in them in Virginia. I just wanna live in the city man. It's kind of hard to wrap my mind around being across the country. I keep saying, "I'm in Phoenix I'm in Phoenix," but it doesn't register. I'm sure when I get home it'll process and I'll wanna go back Dx

I'll have pictures to post hopefully soon.


It's hard to be so near to someone important yet so far. I close my eyes and just pretend.
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: My morning jacket
  • Reading: The Hobbit///SNK
  • Watching: The interstate go by


Artist | Student | Varied
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18 and ready to do something with art. From the 'muricas. I dunno.

Feel free to explore my gallery, favourite things, comment, critique, or just say hi. :heart:


Location: East Coaster!
Native Language: English
Band(s): The Smiths, The Beatles, Pink Floyd, M83, Friendly Fires, MGMT, Regina Spektor, Coldplay
Fav Movie(s): Away We Go, Across the Universe, Little Miss Sunshine, Shutter Island
Fav Book(s): The Lovely Bones, Shutter Island

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OrionisZeta Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:
Please check out my gallery :D
4everHandInHand Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2014  Student General Artist
OrionisZeta Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Auxiliatrixie Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I finished school today! How about you?
4everHandInHand Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2014  Student General Artist
I finished two weeks ago XD
Auxiliatrixie Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Damn you for being smart. Things got really stressful for me this year, but I passed with an advanced degree even though I had to take all my exams except two. But it's all over now so yay! Probably going to Germanna. And you?

For my commission I'd like a drawing of me that's sort of stylized :) Maybe like the avatar this YouTuber has?… or I could pretty much go with anything as long as it looks cute professional.

I'd send you a picture now but I'm probably gonna get my haircut soon so after that probably ;)

Oh, and happy birthday!! <3
4everHandInHand Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014  Student General Artist
haha, nah, I got through the year doing the minimum amount of work. xD I got an adv also! I also for the CTC seal when I wasn't supposed to but my councilor told me it was okay since she felt like there should have been a fine arts seal XD Also doing Germanna. Not prepared. At. All.

Okay! And you can shoot me a picture if u get it cut onto my phone if you'd like. Ill send u a note with my number if u dont have it alrdy.

And thanks!

(also sorry abt the late reply. my internet isnt up so I can hardly get on)
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Jasperinity Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014
Happy birthday! :D (Big Grin)
4everHandInHand Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you very much!
Jasperinity Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2014
You're welcome! :3
birthdays Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's June 3rd which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year! Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love: 

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4everHandInHand Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2014  Student General Artist
thank you!!
HolosLove Featured By Owner May 20, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you for the favorite.  ^__^
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Thanks for the faves! :hug:
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